Sunday, February 7, 2010

State of mind: altered.

It took two nights out with my girls, but I did it.
I'm over it.
I'm not affected by it.
My hands still remember the feel of your skin, yes... but I no longer feel like I belong to you.
My heart is my own and mine to give to whomever I wish.

I care about you, don't get me wrong.
But I'm going to find what makes ME happy.
I hope you find something or someone that makes you just as happy as I am right now.
I hope that you're dealing with this as well as I am, because I just wanna be friends with you again.

Even being under the influence doesn't affect me when it comes to you.
I'm not upset, not angry, not missing you. I guess this means I'm moving on.
Not to hurt you. Never to hurt you.
Just to help myself heal.

Things will work themselves out.

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