Flowing

I returned home
only to find
that nothing had changed
in my mind.

you still pull at my thoughts
filling my daydreams
with things you'll never say
more useless fantasies

I stopped dreaming of you
once I've fallen asleep
which i find confusing;
I already fell so deep

into something with you;
we never had definition
so now you've disappeared
and left me here, wishing

that I could make you understand
just how much you mean to me
and everything you were, are
and hopefully could be.