Unwritten letter to you

I hate the way you make me feel
like I've done something wrong
and you haven't even done anything
Why do you make me so crazy and obsessive?
Throw me a bone, here.
Tell me I'm not losing it.
I'm not losing you.

I'm just lost.
Did I do something? Say something?
or are you just stressed and need space?
Did you find someone else or realize that I'm not the one?
Say it, straight up.
If you're going to break my heart, do it soon.
You have the power to do that, you know.

You got my hopes up.
I thought I'd found my soulmate.
I thought I was going to fall in love with you.
and now I'm paranoid that I'm not the one you want.
Please help me retain my sanity.